I’m going to be honest, I’m happiest when I’m at home, with my wife. I don’t enjoy going out and doing much with other people, I tend to get bored and lose conversation topics.
Granted, I have a lot of friends.. on Facebook. None of which I really see in person, yet mostly we’re all in the same town. What about church you ask? I truly believe that Church isn’t something you need to be in a building listening to a person talk. The bible says, “For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them”
For the most part, I have been turned off by churches in general. Left a bit of a bad taste in my mouth. I’m not saying I don’t believe, I still pray and talk to God. I just don’t feel like I need to be in a building full of people, who, even though say they don’t, judge. Is that so wrong?
Although this might sound rude, or mean, but I find personal friendships, exhausting. I enjoy the company of friends, but having to keep up with everything that is involved in friendships, going here or there and doing this or that, is tough for me, I don’t sleep well at night as it is, and I’m usually in bed sleeping by 8:00pm – 8:30pm and up by 5:30am – 6am.
Now, I’m not saying I don’t like having friends, I really enjoy having friends, I enjoy talking to them and seeing them, but keeping up with them in a personal sense, for example, meeting up for a drink or coffee or something of that nature. There’s only so much “Yup, so…. yeah, how are things?” that I can handle. I weird as this might seem to most, I’m always deep in thought about something and sometimes don’t really have a lot to talk about. Unless something is very critical.
I certainly hope that I haven’t offended anyone, I love my friends and I love talking to them, maybe I’m just weird. or something.